I've been losing all kinds of things while staring at the clear skies above Been feeling about as nihilistic as the time I whispered That I didn't really care about letting go of your hand, or seeing colors fade from my heart I know I could never bring myself ask for help, but time isn't going to stop It can't.
Been losing sight of all kinds of things while staring at the cloudy skies above I ran away from you looking at me, and now I have no idea where I am
"Oh right, this is all a dream." I can't sleep even with my eyes closed I've gotta get out of here. In my head I understand that But here I am today, an idiot, running away. Funny, isn't it? I look so stupid I really oughta just disappear.
If there is a God, then won't you tell me where to go? I'm in a moratorium full of evil, of sin
If I were to make a wish, I'd ask you to take my hands and surround them with warm light, then smile the way you do I softly cried that I couldn't smile carrying this suffocating love. It spills to the ground I wanted to touch a map of the future that day, but it was so maddening I tore it up and threw it away.
It's so clear to me now.
Been dragging things out between us, splitting them apart. Can't see what's on your mind Where are you? Where's our love gone? Only the tears I'm crying are real
"Oh right, this is all a dream," I say, drunk. I can't sleep even with my eyes closed I've gotta get out of here. In my head I understand that But here I am today, an idiot, running away. Funny, isn't it? I look so stupid I really oughta just disappear. Got that on repeat, over and over again
I've been losing all kinds of things while staring at the clear skies above While staring at the cloudy skies above me... No need to cry about it anymore.
If I were to make a wish, I'd ask you to take my hands and surround them with warm light, then smile the way you do I softly cried that I couldn't smile carrying this suffocating love. It spills to the ground I wanted to touch a map of the future that day, but it was so maddening, I held it in my arms.
ano hareta sora mitsumeru uchi ni sa ironna mono wo ushinatte iku kimi no te wo hanashite shimatta koto mo kokoro kara iro ga kieru no mo dou demo ii to tsubuyaita toki hodo kyomukan ni osowaretari shite "tasukete" nante ienai koto kurai wakatte'temo toki wa tomaranai tomarenai.
ano kumorizora mitsumeru uchi ni sa ironna koto ga mienaku nari kimi ni mitsumerareru no kara nigete ima koko ga doko da ka wakanarai
"sou da, koko wa yume da" me wo toji nemurenai kuse ni dame da nigecha rikai shite'ru atama no naka de wa nanoni kyou mo nigete'ru baka da kokkei da yo ne baka mitai konna watashi kieru beki de
demo doko ni ikeba ii no ka wo oshiete yo kami ga ieru no nara yokoshima, tsumi darake moratoriamu
negau nara kono ryoute atataka na hikari tsutsumare kimi no you ni sou waratte museru hodo no ai wo motte waraenai to sotto naita kobore-ochiru mirai no chizu sawaritai to kuruoshikute yaburi-suteta ano hi no koto.
totemo senmei ni ima.
hikizutte hikisaite kokoro-goto mienakute kimi wa doko? ai wa doko yo? namida dake riaru
yotte "sou da, koko wa yume da" me wo toji nemurenai kuse ni dame da nigecha rikai shite'ru atama no naka de wa nanoni kyou mo nigete'ru baka da kokkei da yo ne baka mitai konna watashi kieru beki da. sono kurikaeshi.
ano hareta sora mitsumeru uchi ni sa ironna mono wo ushinatte iku kumorizora mitsumeru uchi ni sa... mou nakanaide ii.
negau nara kono ryoute atataka na hikari tsutsumare kimi no you ni sou waratte museru hodo no ai wo motte waraenai to sotto naita kobore-ochiru mirai no chizu sawaritai to kuruoshikute dakishimete'ta ano hi no koto.